Doubts

I failed and tried so hard in vain
To keep you safe from hurt and pain
My promise to put myself in harm's way
For you was twisted right around that day
I was too weak to keep it right
I was too weak and did not fight

Now you left and how could you not
When suffering is all you've got
A hunt breaks loose, a pursuit out of love
Your chasers don't see you run above
All from the love they want to show
While you seek just loneliness now

Can I dare to help you again
When I brought you nothing but pain
Will they understand why I hold them back
Or simply think love for you I do lack?
I want to help you but don't dare
Since all might think that I don't care