And just when you think
There's light at the tunnel's end
The tunnel collapses
Murderer!you killed her when you said these words
You killed what's left of her heart
You killed her trust in herself
You killed her trust in love
You killed her will to live
You killed her!
Can You Stop It?Can you stop the world form turning
It shouldn't go on like this
Prentending nothing happened
When there's somone to be missed
Can you stop the sun from shining
Mocking ev'ry single tear
Pretending nothing happened
While I mourn for someone dear
Can you stop this ship called life
Because someone went overboard
Don't pretend nothing happened
Steer back! Don't let me be ignored
Can you stop time's wheel from spinning
Allowing me for once to cheat?
Prentending nothing happenend
Please, I don't want to be incomplete
Dance With MeCan you teach me how to dance
Show me each step and stance?
I want to dance with you away
Into a brighter day
Let us waltz across the room
Just like we're bride and groom
Let us dance over the sea
Across the stars and moonbeams
Let us sway into the night
Where we're painted in silver light
Let us dance through the fire
As we make a path of desire
Let us sway into the stars
A tango set us free from pain
And samba brings us throu the rain
Let us dance until the end
Forever I'll hold your hand
The only rythm that we need
is your steady heart beat
The songs of love only we hear
Tenderly in each others ear
And we both now it is true
As we both whisper, "I love you."
About HateWhen hate is a fire, then it's burning cold.
All consuming, raging uncontrolled.
Hot tears are burning in eyes and on skin,
Unable to calm the storm within.
The consumptive flame turns from red to white.
Burns down borders between wrong and right,
Disoriented reason leads astray.
Lined with ash and debris is the way.
Beneath the heat of raging fire is ice,
For firstly the cold did heat entice.
When freezing the heart in its icy grip.
The shell won't melt, won't break or rip.
Obituary Of A FriendshipAfter all this time we finally meet again.
I'm excited to hear how you've been, my friend.
But when you start to talk I start to abstain.
While I smile, secretly I wish for this to end.
We're thrown back into a time that ended long ago.
What we had in common does not matter anymore.
Again you want a shoulder so you can have a good cry.
I am diplomatic though I sense this friendship does die.
About all the tragedies that happend to you I shall know
While I cannot tell you why my smile becomes so sore.
I am really sorry that things have come to this.
We used to be good friends but we both have changed.
I treasure what we had, but you I won't miss,
Once we parted ways and the goodbyes are exchanged.
We've grown apart and the distance between us is vast.
You talk so much and more yet still nothing has been said.
The conversation runs dry, as it dies we start to brag
About what we achieved, but that's just hoisting the white flag.
There is no sense in trying to keep alive what's dead.
A House Of CardsDesperate, she searches for a way
To leave all the pain behind
Yet the only one she can find
Always causes so much more
After a tiny moment of false peace
She just woke up again
Alone and tired of holding on
Tired of fighting, staying strong
when everyone believes she's fine
Even you who should know better
You were her love, her light, her life
Proving it all was worth the strife
You were her prince and the guard
She was fragile like a house of cards
You ensured you'd be there for her
No matter what she had to go through
But then, of all peple it was you
Who said he couldn't stay with her
Drove the knive into her back and heart
You were the wind to lift her up
But now you became her death cup
When suddenly your love discards
She collapses like a house of cards
Collaboration: Ballad Of A FoolIn a cave deep and forgotten long
There's a lake, no light ever reaches its ground.
There lays an ancient sword
Taking no pity from Time's malice
but don't be fooled and don't assume
The weapon lays there by mistake
Time just changed its prison's look.
Around this weapon lay scorching flames
Claiming the lives of foolish adventures
While tainting its walls a crimson maroon
Can you hear the ancient screams
still echoing from wall to wall?
can you hear the whispering
Of souls damned for all eternity?
One day, there came a new fool
He dove into the depths of the lake
And entered the abyss below
Yet water came to a screeching halt
He stood inside a majestic cavern
There was light and there was sound
And beyond the fires a sword
Still soaked dry the fool reached out
And found the flames did not burn
But oh, what he did not know
The flames aimed not at his flesh
They dug deep inside his heart
And ripped out that foolish soul
The buffoon crumpled to ground
So says the story of a idiot
RetributionA black stripe covers the sky
A dark storm is approaching fast
Trouble is brewing, danger in delay
Soon deep night will fall during midday
Old quarrels erupt from the past
New hate's born from truths awry
The only light's a red glow
Like of the inky sky a threat
Getting brighter and brighter until
For a short moment, the world stands still
Then the sky is burning crimson red
And burning stars fall like snow
Dies irae dies illa
solvet saeculum in favilla
The world is consumed by fire
Burning winds roll across the lands
The water becomes the blood of dead
On the scorched earth hungry flames do spread
The glaring light shines through our hands
No salvation from straits dire
Horae irae horae illa
solvent saeculum in favilla
"Oh God almighty, save me
From this. Have mercy on me, please!
What have I done to deserve this fate?"
People start praying but it's too late.
My revenge nothing can appease.
No remorse, no prayer from thee.
Facta illa facta irae
Hic tempus ultiones mea
Head and heartThe simple thought is enough
To encumber me with grief
The bitter tears froze on the cheeks
And can't ease the pain within
The simple truth of loosing you
The simple weight of forever
Weights down the eloquent tongue
And lets me choke on tears uncried
The head knows it's part of life
Yet the heart refuses to accept
While fruitless hope takes roots
Denying the inevitable truth
Another artifact of childhood days
The last object of innocent, implicit love
Is dying too slow while dying too fast.
The head collects and stores memories
Of the laughs and fun we once shared.
Recalls the adventures and the songs
Of bygone days when you still had a goal
When did the life burning inside
Became a flame instead of a fire
And when was it blown out?
Only fading smoke is left...
The head repeats the mantras of comfort
"Old people die", "death is part of life"
As if those insights were something new.
It can't stop the heart from mourning
A loved one's decay in fast motion
And missing what will be lost f
AvalancheSilently the snow does fall
Silently covering all
Silently burrying the pain
You don't want to feel again
Slowly slowly freeze the stream
Slowly slowly mute the scream
Slowly slowly start to heal
Behind walls and under seal.
Snow flake, snow flake floating down
Crystal for an icy crown
Snow flake, snow flake was too much
Too heavy weights its soft touch
And within a single second
Nothing stays the same
Something you hadn't reckoned
Suddenly changes the game
Memories fill up the room
So many you can't breathe
Too numerous to sort through
They hit and take you along
Filling up the ears, mouth and nose
Also filling up your mind
You can't escape, buried alive
By millions of frozen tears
Can you dig yourself out of this
If it means to cry them all again?
GranddadNo words can describe the hurt that resides now within me. It fills a hole of your shape, showing as many facettes as you used to have. But the tears it causes, they aren't the tears of joys you always caused. I miss you. I misss you so much, though you're just gone for a almost two days. We haven#t talked for weeks before you were sent to hospital. We didn't tlak much when I last saw you there. But mostly because I was fighting tears already. I didn't want you to see me cry, not when you were still alive. But when you spoke of your funeral, did you notice me looking away? Did you see I stared out of the window instead of looking at you? Did you wonder why? Or did you know?
I can't name my earliest memory, but I since you're gone, the memories of you come back, even those I thought I have forgotten.
Do you remember your old house? The old farming house with the ancient toilet in the garden. I wonder of the stain at the kitchen ceiling is still there. You enjoyed making the child that I
Backstabber!I don't know how this started
And I don't really want to.
I don't need to know that to see
Who crossed the line
Who aimed beneath the belt
And backstabbed a trusting heart.
Are you happy now?
A fragile soul was stumbling,
The vision clouded by doubts.
The light in such dark hours
The crutch on shaking ground
Are rare treasures in this world
You successfully used them as disguise
Are you happy now?
When someone has nothing left
Except for those who give their best
To find reasons to hold on one more day
To withstand the deadly siren once more
When all there is are true friends
And you take away the trust
What will happen now? Guess...
A Faceless MarionetteOnce upon a time there was a small toy shop. It was none of those little cramped shops which suddenly appear and set the start for a wonderful adventure. No, this one was a plain and ordinary shop. Average would be the best word to describe it. Everything in it was average. Its size was average. The teddy bears, the baby dolls, the toy planes, ships and vehicles, the action figures and games. Everything was just average. The shopkeeper wasn't noticeable more friendly or more grim than any other shopkeeper in the whole world. He just was an average shopkeeper.
This whole shop wasn't even the most average one in the world, which would make it special. If you ever make a list of the top most average toy shops in the world, this one would be somewhere in the middle.
But one night, one special night, something very unique happened in this shop. On the outside a storm was raging. Lightnings illuminated the dark inside of the closed shop. On top of an average shelf sat some old, wooden marion
I'm fine."I'm fine"
I see the words on my screen
Reads the words you're willing to share.
But like an iceberg's true form is hidden
You words mean not what they seem
Each time I can see these words
I want to reach out to you
Let my hands travel through the screen
With the speed of light to you
Just so they could hold you
Just so they could catch your tears
Just so they could embrace you
Letting you know you're not alone.
Alas, here I sit and can only stare
At the words appearing on my screen
All I can do is to read and to reply
with three simple letters:
14. SmileNo matter what I do or what I say
The problems I cannot take away,
The problems you face every day.
But still I keep trying my very best
So for now, you can let them rest.
I look on the bright side when you can't see
Anything but despair and debris
And avalanches of painful scree.
But still I keep trying my very best
So that for now, they'll let you rest.
It's not ignorance of reality
Or some twisted kind of vanity
That arouses this necessity.
I keep trying to see you smile
From your heart's bottom for a while.
Gift me your smile, that's all I'm asking for.
It helps me fighting on my own war
So from my lowest point I can soar.
Without your smile, I will go mad
Smile, show me mankind's not all bad.
Define Depression."Define depression for me, will you?"
"Well, not doing anything or having the motivation to, is one."
"You're just lazy."
"Okay, what about another one?"
"Staying inside all day and being anti-social?"
"And what did you shout at me for yesterday?"
"That's got nothing to do with it!"
"...Why did you stop me seeing her?"
"You know who, the shrink."
"...It was making you worse."
"Ah... And how was it making me worse?"
"Well, you were acting... You were arguing."
"Acting human, maybe? Showing my feelings?"
"Shut up and take the dogs out."
"...She suggested medication, you know."
"You'd rattle when you walk if you took all the meds."
"Yes, if I took all the meds the doctors suggest..."
"Glad you're finally seeing sense, son."
EverLet me hold your hand
and never let go
Let me kiss your lips
and feel your breath on my neck
Let me embrace you
and forever feel your warmth
Let me love you
and never have to part with you
In My DreamsIn my dreams
I have you
I hold you
No need to
Ever let go
You love me
As much as
I love you
Nothing else matters
Nothing else really
Needs to matter
Not when you
Are with me
But that's only
in my dreams...
Death by IgnoranceDeath truly comes to those who are shunned
Lying, restless, in societal sleep
Death comes truly and not as a stun;
And with this death, nobody weeps.
Death comes truly to those forgotten
Lost between memory and care
Death comes truly to those begotten
In hatred's burning snare.
But above these both, Death comes the most-
And it comes so without warning;
To the rejects and outcast, it comes as a ghost,
To welcome their day each morning.
Sometimes I WishSometimes, I wish I could forget.
Forget about how we would sit up in your bedroom and giggle in hushed voices,
Or forget how when you'd come over to my house we'd share secrets and wishes.
I wish I could forget how you'd tell me that I was beautiful, when really the beauty was always in you.
Sometimes, I wish I could forget.
Forget about all of our inside jokes, and how we spoke.
Or forget how I told you all my secrets and let you see everything in me.
I wish I could forget how much you knew.
Sometimes I wish I could forget.
Forget about how you'd always tell me that you wished you were better.
Or forget about how I always said that you were perfect,
I wish I could forget that to you, perfection wasn't good enough.
Sometimes, I wish I could forget.
Forget about how the day you told me, my heart shattered for you.
Or forget about how it didn't come as a surprise to me.
I wish I could forget how our story ended.
EdgeThere are two sides to the coin
The dark and the light
The peace and the fight
But who thinks about its edge?
I am the broken child
Abnormal by birth
Yet I speak for all
Who will speak with me?
I am the color grey
I do not side with white
Neither do I go for black
Who will side with me?
I am the middle ground
The place where I hide
Is one not seen by eye
Who will find me? You?
FriendsYour friends are your friends.
No matter what you go through,
no matter how many "I hate you"s are thrown around,
there will always be that bond.
You go through thick and through thin,
and even though you wish you hadn't met 80% of the time,
you're stuck together like glue.
All of those bad times will soon be overshadowed by the good.
And all the good times will stay with you
It doesn't matter if you've know them for nine years,
or five months,
there will always be a place in your heart for them.
Your friends are crazy.
But the love you share is all that matters.
Through hard times, and stupid times, and nutty times too,
friends will always be the people that are there for you.